Wednesday, June 27, 2007
I've found my deepest fear - and i am unable to face it.
Am i going through a phase now?
Am i going through a phase now?
Vuitton pen, 6/27/2007 09:34:00 PM.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Wow, it's a little late to be blogging i understand. 12.30am is not what i'd exactly call a perfect timing for my type writing skills.
Just had a hearty talk with kareeny and jia. I must say, with age i tend to be more talkative. I love hanging out with these gals. I love talking, I love gossiping. And what's more - I love piggy out and chatting at the same time.
Call it our girls' gathering or pig out day or whatever, but i really treasure such outings. Sometimes feelings build up inside of you and you just want someone to listen to you, to understand the situation... i find it so necessary to express my feelings.
Friends - they can either be your ones you cherish for life or the ones you just happen to meet and pass. I totally agree with jia that friendship requires both sides to put in effort, especially if you want to maintain it. To me, friends are just as important as my comp, my money, my bed.. haha strange relations but hey! They ARE NECESSITIES. I need them to survive!! But yea, there comes a time when we all need to take a break and think back on what we have done.
Many cracks appear in friendships that arise from the smallest matter that builds up slowly and finally erupts into an irreversible catastrophe. Ok, maybe i'm exaggerating a little - heh. Catastrophe. paiseh, perhaps disaster?
Sigh, how i'd love to hang out with my friends and foster better relationships with them! i miss them already. But, being the best of pals also means you gotta keep ur distance. By that i mean don't meet up too often! you get frictions and all that sorta nincompoopy crap and fights over the darnest things. Take things slowly, take em' easily. And remember to reciprocate other's good wills and feelings. It'll definitely be a worthwhile.
Time for beauty sleep yet again.
Good night my darling pals~
P.S: Jas, we really gotta meet again sometime soon yea!
Just had a hearty talk with kareeny and jia. I must say, with age i tend to be more talkative. I love hanging out with these gals. I love talking, I love gossiping. And what's more - I love piggy out and chatting at the same time.
Call it our girls' gathering or pig out day or whatever, but i really treasure such outings. Sometimes feelings build up inside of you and you just want someone to listen to you, to understand the situation... i find it so necessary to express my feelings.
Friends - they can either be your ones you cherish for life or the ones you just happen to meet and pass. I totally agree with jia that friendship requires both sides to put in effort, especially if you want to maintain it. To me, friends are just as important as my comp, my money, my bed.. haha strange relations but hey! They ARE NECESSITIES. I need them to survive!! But yea, there comes a time when we all need to take a break and think back on what we have done.
Many cracks appear in friendships that arise from the smallest matter that builds up slowly and finally erupts into an irreversible catastrophe. Ok, maybe i'm exaggerating a little - heh. Catastrophe. paiseh, perhaps disaster?
Sigh, how i'd love to hang out with my friends and foster better relationships with them! i miss them already. But, being the best of pals also means you gotta keep ur distance. By that i mean don't meet up too often! you get frictions and all that sorta nincompoopy crap and fights over the darnest things. Take things slowly, take em' easily. And remember to reciprocate other's good wills and feelings. It'll definitely be a worthwhile.
Time for beauty sleep yet again.
Good night my darling pals~
P.S: Jas, we really gotta meet again sometime soon yea!
Vuitton pen, 6/22/2007 12:29:00 AM.
Monday, June 04, 2007
Blogging is tiresome. But sometimes its a good way to escape from the things in life and write about all sorts of things in your mind.
Recently quite alot of things have happened since i came back from my trip. Honestly i wished i could've stayed in taiwan forever and never come back. Then again, i remembered that i have unfinished business here. what a drag.
My poly friends and i have decided on going separate paths. this is inevitable, since we all have our interests. i kinda miss school already - those days where we would just care about going home to sleep, making a ruckus, enjoying our breaks - i feel old! 21 years is quite something. finally after such a long period of time i am finally turning 21. like my pri sch friend says: " feels like a huge wave of responsibility " and i totally believe so. 2 more months, till this wave finds its way to me. wow.
Gosh i can't wait to meet new friends in hartford. i want to graduate quickly, if possible get a masters even. to think of the opportunities and possibilities that can happen in the future, gets me all excited inside.
but first, let's hope i make it thru to the finals of the japanese speech contest. i REALLY want that trip to japan. haha!
feels great to have written so much since my last post.
ahhhh~
Recently quite alot of things have happened since i came back from my trip. Honestly i wished i could've stayed in taiwan forever and never come back. Then again, i remembered that i have unfinished business here. what a drag.
My poly friends and i have decided on going separate paths. this is inevitable, since we all have our interests. i kinda miss school already - those days where we would just care about going home to sleep, making a ruckus, enjoying our breaks - i feel old! 21 years is quite something. finally after such a long period of time i am finally turning 21. like my pri sch friend says: " feels like a huge wave of responsibility " and i totally believe so. 2 more months, till this wave finds its way to me. wow.
Gosh i can't wait to meet new friends in hartford. i want to graduate quickly, if possible get a masters even. to think of the opportunities and possibilities that can happen in the future, gets me all excited inside.
but first, let's hope i make it thru to the finals of the japanese speech contest. i REALLY want that trip to japan. haha!
feels great to have written so much since my last post.
ahhhh~
Vuitton pen, 6/04/2007 11:42:00 PM.
